What – that isn’t my job? This current darkness that I’m in is so overwhelming at times – the struggle doesn’t make me question if You are real, God, it makes me question why I continue to keep praying. In this moment, I’m learning the biggest obstacle in my path is my PRIDE! God, I’m…

Our family lives for the county fair. Just like Homer Zuckerman in Charlotte’s Web, we pour our whole heart into taking projects/animals to the fair to bring home the top prize – a beautiful purple ribbon or banner. To attain these awards requires lots of time, dedication, tears, and some good old-fashioned yelling. Anyone who…

War ~ state of armed conflict My grandma had a phrase that she used when she was extremely upset with someone. “Well, (enter name), can just take a flying kiss at a rolling donut.” Not that Grandma was an angry person at all, but you knew if she got to that point, it was a…

GRACE defined Who am I that the God of all grace Wipes the tears from my face and says, “Come as you are”? Matthew West Me on Your Mind I absolutely LOVE music! Words and melodies just resonate with my soul. One of my favorite songs is Matthew West’s “Me on Your Mind”. If this…

in humility may we surrender to HIM Seeking His will and not mine while Understanding His love for me means He wants only the best. Realizing His ways and thoughts are higher than mine. Reaching the point of saying, “It is well with my soul.” Enough of the fighting, the controlling, and trying to do this…

No More! No more! I have had enough! I can’t listen to anymore of the lies. I can’t keep up with the keeping up! I no longer want to be held captive! God, I just want to be free from comparing myself to others! Farmer Dan and I went to Miami to visit DJ for…